Lyrics from Sunsets & Twilights album
1. Ships
I met you in your parents’ kitchen, I was fifteen
You wore a wetsuit, had flippers on your feet
And something in the way you smirked
And how you tossed around your words
Made me realize that I was meant to be your girl
The only thing between, was the guy who I was seeing
Refrain:
Ships passing in the night
Can’t get the timing right
Wish there was some way I could know
That things will go the way they’re meant to go
Two months later I was single, wishing I could turn back time
And tell you how I felt, produce some witty line
I saw you on the bus one day
But I got shy and couldn’t say
If you had seen the sparks as well
So I just let you walk away
The only thing I knew, was there were guys out there like you
And somewhere in the world, I hoped I’d find one
Refrain
How many years have gone by, you look just the same
We talk as day turns to night and then back to day
Your parents’ house is down the block from the corner where we stopped
When fate recast its hook now I don’t need no second look
The one thing up our sleeves, was a date with destiny
And I only half-believed until you found me
Ships meeting in the night
This time we got it right
And finally I know, some things will go the way they’re meant to go
Ships meeting in the night
This time we got it right
And finally I know, some things will go the way they’re meant to go
Some things will go the way they're meant to go
2. Sunsets & Twilights
The long, hot days are here
The sun’s burning down, the water’s clear
There’s nights round the fire, down by the pier
And something in the air when you’re near
Refrain:
Winter’s for mulling what fall took in stride
And spring is for wishing the rain would subside
Summer I just want you here by my side
Through the sunsets and the twilights
I’m a travelling soul, my heart on my lips
Singing songs for sighs, a meal and tips
And my cup overflows, but I only take sips
Cause the wine only lasts as long as the trips
Refrain
I want a home,
Paintings on the wall
Strawberry-rhubarb pie
Children to call
And I want my poems
I guess I want it all
Is it too much to ask, is my order too tall?
Refrain
3. Slip Down
Blue eyes, flecked with light
Just like the ocean floor,
I dive in and swim, always leave wanting more
Black night, the half moon bright
You standing at the door
Of my kitchen you’ve been missing what I’m longing for
Refrain:
Slip down into the secret I’ve been keeping here
Into the corners of the atmosphere, where no-one knows a thing
And we’re alone with the stars, and the world holds something new again
I remember the days of our youth when everything was magic or painful truth
And meeting you was my reality reflected back to me, beautiful
Refrain
I feel destiny holding my hand, I feel calm like a child who believes in a master plan
Lost some hope on the passage in between, found my way back in blindfolds
On my hands and knees
I cross my legs and fold my arms, just to contain myself when you’re around
Refrain
4. Secrets of Girls
Don’t expect me to know what’s normal
Don’t expect me to know what’s right
Don’t expect me to know what’s decent
I’ve been fed your fantasies all my life
Refrain:
The secrets of girls, nobody knows
Hidden under centuries of snow
Shuttered and shaken, torn up and sold
Jigsaw pieces strewn about the cold
All that got lost, all that was not
Carefully collected in that jewelry box
And all I’m left is pieces of what I might love
I see pictures of ravens but they tell me they’re doves
Refrain
Spanish dancing, red wine, cobblestones in the lamplight
Long gazes and helpless cries
Music and you in the night
Music and you in the night
Refrain
So it's not that easy, it's not that easy, it's not that easy
But we know what we love, oh we know what we love
We know what we love, yeah we know what we love
5. East Side of Town
Laundry hanging from the line on the east side of town
Party hopping Friday night on the east side of town
Old men gossip in the park on the east side of town
And there’s a big old dog next door that barks on the east side of town
And people stop you in the street
To ask a question or just speak
About something they thought was sweet on the east side of town
And people put on funky clothes on the east side of town
They tend to gardens where things grow on the east side of town
They know they reap just what they sow on the east side of town
So they turn their houses into homes on the east side of town
The tea is brewing all the time, there’s always someone dropping by
The house is full but the mood is right on the east side of town
You look up to the sky
A thousand crows fly by
They do this every night
Pour through the fading light
And nobody has too much cash on the east side of town
But that don’t stop them having a laugh on the east side of town
The colours they don’t always match on the east side of town
But there’s a culture to the clash on the east side of town
And you can see kids play outside
You have to slow down when you drive
But somehow you feel more alive on the east side of town.
6. When the Wind Blows Kona
One week left in paradise, two since you first held his hand
And felt your sadness wash away like footprints in the sand
And now you fear the lonesome rustling through the sugarcane
Whispering just seven days between you and the rain
Refrain:
But when the wind blows Kona
All the boys come out
And the barrels of turquoise
Toss aside your doubt
Well you’ve come so far and so you might just stay
Cause when the wind blows Kona
It could go any way
It could go any way
Maybe you're just crazy, maybe you’ve taken too much sun
Think of what your boss would say, your parents, everyone
But then you see the palm trees, backcombed in the breeze
And you know that life is measured by the moments that you seize
Refrain
When you look into his eyes
The whole world sinks beneath you
So you release the binding ties
And let the wave carry through
Refrain
7. Ballerina
There is no poetry in me tonight, no words of wisdom on my tongue
Just an emptiness that I can’t fight, just a disconnected hum
And I point no fingers in a blameless world, where all our choices are constrained
But there’s a vacant room inside my heart, calling out your name
You leave me standing here, your open hands holding back applause
You leave me with the feeling that it must be my fault
Some things you know by heart
Some things you have to learn
So I won’t take this music box apart
I’ll watch the ballerina turn
I’ll watch the ballerina turn
There is no poetry in me tonight, no words of wisdom on my tongue
8. Here Comes the Dark
Here comes the dark
The oozing ink of night time
He makes his mark on every floorboard and wind chime
He wears the eyes of a child who’s cried
And then when sleep comes there’s nowhere left to hide
Would you hold me until morning comes
Stay with me till the night has gone
Here comes the dark
Here comes the dark whispering his secrets
Every remark renders you more sleepless
He lives between the drifting and the dream
And holds you frozen right when you would scream
Would you hold me until morning comes
Stay with me till the night has gone
Wake me from the demons of my dreams
Touch my forehead kiss my cheek
Here comes the dark, Here comes the dark
Here comes the dark, creeping in the doorway
His specter arcs in the dim light of the hallway
He walks the line you drew inside your mind
And up the staircase you can't make unwind
Would you hold me until morning comes
Stay with me till the night has gone
Wake me from the demons of my dreams
Touch my forehead kiss my cheek
Here comes the dark, here comes the dark….
9. Give Into this Feeling
Two souls playing hide and seek, dancing in the rain
Releasing what is lost, to something better gained
Surrender to the future, and all that it might hold
Abandon each lonely thought and slip into the fold
Refrain:
Give into this feeling, overriding any doubt
Like the smell of smoke in the morning from the fire we could not put out
Clip the cords that hold down this beast, one by one
See the straining madness unleashed, without coming undone
To be kissed by beauty, a change so sweet
Staggering the difference, when love comes free, oh
Refrain
Would you hold my solitude, careful in your eyes
Guard it like a holy jewel, honor its disguise
Would you let me care for you, would you show the way
And I would be a witness to the life you live each day
Refrain
10. Just Like You
Here in my cocoon, I stare out the window up at the moon
Shining bright in the sky, saying it will be alright
Here on my island, moments of silence, bring quiet to my mind
Here at my core, is a whisper, its not much more
Than a kiss from a dream I don’t know what’s in store for me
I don't know what's in store for me
And you say look at that lake
You know its perfect
You know not a ripple’s out of place
That’s like you, just like you, just like you
You don’t have to pick up the hints they drop
You don’t have to join in the race to the top
You don’t have to bend just to breathe
You don’t have to listen, don’t have to believe
Whole countries have fallen to insanity
And many a good woman to the need to please
The crowd is easily swayed, so be like a rock and stay
Just like you, just like you, just like you
Lyrics from Songs from the River
A Simple Love
This is just a simple love song
For a simple love
So no, I don’t think it’ll top the charts
Or change patriarchy
But it just might touch your heart
This is just a simple love song
For a simple love, be strong
Now take the next step and be with me
At long last our story-book moment has arrived
So now we won’t believe our eyes
Come on and catch my next wave babe
And we’ll see
If you can see the sea I see
You say that you don’t believe in fate
But that part of you still twitches away like a phantom limb
Well tell me who cut it off in the first place?
Cause we’ve been showered with blessings from up above
And I know that inside you believe in this love
So don’t tell me that everything you’ve done has been all your own doing
We’re fed an alphabet soup of rationality
If you could question all your questioning then maybe you could see
And when GODDESS floats to the top
Think of me while you’re eating
Because the only thing that makes a thing a tragedy
Is the underlying fact of our divinity
Why would we even be sad if we didn’t know deep down we’re all worthy
So come on jump with me into the sea of doubt
You know there’s nothing really there for us to talk about
If there’s no heaven then we’re double-fucked
It’s either do it or die wondering
September Promise
We’re not as free as we thought we were
On an early August day
When my past gets in the way
Of my peace of mind
But we’re gonna be just fine
And I know that you’ve got your pain
But you can let go of them worries now let me explain
See there’s a drunken jailor in my chest
He thinks he’s keeping me safe but I am under arrest
For a crime that I did not do
But I will break through the bars of this ribcage to get to you
To get to you
See, I will love you until the end
And we were together before we even met
Cause there’s a fire
And we were fashioned
One with the other
Out of it
Well I’ve been down a fearsome road before
And now the danger’s gone but still I hear the sirens roar
But if you wait, I’ll recognize
Your gentle touch, your peaceful eyes
Just withstand my rebirthing cries
I’ll grow my roots
And then I’ll rise
I’ll rise
So hold on to your hat
The autumn winds are blowing our little hearts like this and that
Oh but I wouldn’t make you stay
If I didn’t need you babe
September promise I will keep
Prison Break
I know it feels like prison
I know it feels like hell
On the days when it ain’t goin’ well
I know you’re tired of cryin’
And half the time
You think you’re losing your mind
And they don’t seem to see
How bad you’re suffering
No, they like you less the more you try
And you wonder if your childhood joy has gone and passed you by
But let me tell you that high school hell is almost over
You can see freedom right over your shoulder
So hold on just a little longer
Your whole life is waiting for you
I know it feels like prison
I know it feels like hell
On the days when it ain’t goin’ well
I know you’re tired of feeling numb
When your main reprieve
Is the doughnuts and the email
But you’re afraid to leave
And they don’t seem to see
How bad you’re suffering
They’re following the Jones’
Or trying to get by
And you wondering if your teenaged hopes
Have gone and passed you by
But let me tell you that office hell
It could be over
The dream you want is right over your shoulder
So be brave, be strong, your only life is waiting for you
I know it feels like stupid
I know it feels like scared
With the mirror throwing back your stare
I know you’re tired of feeling
You have to justify
Your lack of straight and narrow boxed up life
And now they don’t even see the joy your new work brings
They liked you better when you were cut and dried
But now you wonder if they’ll ever find these beautiful times
That are passing them by
See our little lives are almost over
The bright white light is right over our shoulders
And all that ever mattered, all that ever mattered
Was who you loved and how you felt inside
Making Eyes
We do our dancing in the night
His voice wavering with longing
Asking stupid questions
Just to keep me there talking
Our awkward bodies painfully aware
Of the trembling desire
Just to feel each other’s stare
Making love with our eyes
I never touched him once
Oh but I held him tight
Reaching out over energetic space
I feel this embrace
People on the outside
Think he’s dignified and kind
But he’s a mess and he knows it
And so do I
And I know that it ain’t my place
To be taking him up on this dare
But it’s the challenge of my life
This trying not to care
Trying hard to play it cool
I hear your gestures grieving
The loss of this togetherness
That hits you when I’m leaving
Drinking down distraction
To keep withdrawal at bay
Let’s pretend we’ll meet again
On some other happy day
Tea
I saw you today
And my broken-record-heart started to pray
That you were the answer
But I’ve learned that answers don’t come so easily
At least not in one-person-packages anyway
Would you like to come over for a cup of tea?
We could kick back and just talk the day away, you and me
Why don’t you come over for a cup of tea?
Take a day in this life where we do what we please
And so far I’ve only found peace when I’m on my own
Still sometimes the loneliness can get so strong
In a town where nobody can say my name
Still the truth is that when I’m at home sometimes I feel the same
And we’re all looking for Romeo
For a love that’s divine
But today I see you
So in the meantime
And I want to breathe you in like Atlantic air
Sweeping up off the ocean, I want to inhale you
Till my ego explodes
And all that’s left
Is my naked soul
Diesel
Diesel rainbows glisten in the coconut sun
My heart scatters like the birds at the sound of a gun
But the children are still playing so I try to keep my cool
I don’t want to be another white woman fool
You keep the silence
Too much talking is taboo
You know full well
But you got no proof
And there’s no war but the violence seems to curdle in the air
Like gas to a match just waiting there
Orange colored captain downs a beer for the chase
Speaking bastard Spanish like he owns the place
And even beauty’s tainted as she tenses from his stare
There’s no innocence in laughter if he’s standing there
It’s not the blood but the silent pain
It’s not the rape but the women that remain
It’s not as bad as you see on TV
It’s worse cause you know that it’s real and it could be you so easily
Aching
There’s an aching place at the centre of my heart
It’s a tunnel that travels for miles within
And it longs to be held, it begs to be witnessed
Oh it yearns for the touch of a man
Now I’m trying hard, I’m strong and I’m able
A woman in this world I do the best that I can
But you should see all the trouble that I’ve gotten into
Just for the touch of a man
And if I had a man within me I would rock myself for hours
If I had that force I’d hold me for days
Combine all my love with all of my power
Till all of the aching, all of it went away
When I’m in a time of need for validation
I rally my troops, ask my girls for a hand
But a woman’s loving arms can only soothe you so much
When you’d die for the touch of a man
And I try to hold on
I try to hold out
For something to quench this thirst within me
For something to tell me what this pain is all about
Still On My Mind
Baby can I say that our love was true
Even if it was just a moment or two
Even if saying it makes me a fool
Like a child I was magic when I was with you
And I still look around for your car on the street
And imagine the words that I’d say if we meet
My heart’s whispering girl come on just let it be
And I know that she’s right we’re no good
But you’re still on my mind, you’re still on my mind
Even though I know what we did was right you’re still on my mind
Well I can’t disinter your truths from your lies
All I know is the beauty I saw in your eyes
A flicker of something that carried no ties
To the mess that you reckoned you were
And I feel relieved at the interests we weighed
And I feel at peace with the choices we made
And missing you now’s just the price that I paid
But I’d make the same trade again any day
Trial By Fire
The scent of your skin
Driving me mad
Knowing that your love was something I could never fully have
Tossing me round like a little sailboat on the open sea
I just about lost myself, that’s when I really found me
And trial by fire
That’s what you were
My trial by fire
And I sure as hell got burned
Well some things you can try to blame on your kith and kin
But sometimes it’s just life that’s doing you in
And here is your forgiveness, for now I can see
That nothing that you did had anything to do with me
And trial by fire
That’s what you were
My trial by fire
And my biggest lesson learned
Blazing hot, crazy-making, screaming matches, stomach aching
Blazing hot, crazy-making, screaming matches, stomach aching
Trial by fire
And all that’s left is the ashes
Now I’m over here
Hanging on to the matches
Look up at the red sunset sky
And you will see
A bird she is flying, my spirit is free
And trial by fire
That’s what you were
My trial by fire
And I sure as hell got burned
Trial by fire
That’s what you were
My trial by fire
And my biggest lesson learned
The River
My body awakens
My body awakens
My body awakens to sensations it’s never felt before
Come quick and see it is a miracle
Come quick and see I am alive
Your tiny little pill said all I could hope was to get by
But I wanted more, I wanted more, I wanted more than to survive
Because life it comes and life it goes
Yeah life it comes and life it goes and here we are standing in the flow of the river
Yes here we are standing in the flow of the river
And how many people do I see driving down the street
Their eyes are so angry
And how many more have I heard speak dismissively
Of the oppression that they’ve seen
So tell me what is it that fuels your rage
And tell me what is it that makes you act this way
But don’t tell me that’s the way God made you
Don’t tell me what you know in your bones to be untrue
And do you think that you could let me be
If you believed there was a way for you to heal
Yeah do you think that you could let me be free
If you believed that your grievance could be real
So here we stand
Culture and history run hand in hand
And generations of pain are not so easily washed away
Yes here we stand
You said you wanted to create a plan
To help the world to change
Why not begin with your own aching place
Kiss Me With That Poem
At your sweet embrace my body warms
My heart calms
And I feel I’m on a path to where I’ve always been goin’ oh and
You know I’ve been lost before it seemed until some secret door was opened
And there you were
Right there all the time
Kiss me with that poem
You hold in your eyes
I’ve never met a man like you and I’ve been
Working all my life
To prepare my eyes
To correctly see
Your flesh and bones, your heart and soul
No, it wasn’t easy
But I’ve come home
Breathe a sigh of relief at this final debrief
At this little moment I wasn’t sure would come
But you’ve stayed with me through the hardships
The bumps and boulders on this path
Cause you and I both know we were meant to last
You and I both know we were meant to last
My love runs deeper than my thoughts
On past my emotions
Piercing through my soul into the vastness of that ocean
Where fates are interwoven and paths are intertwined
Where once upon a time meets now and I was, I am yours
And you are mine